Bleah
Today is one of my least favorite days. It's a day that's happened a handful of times, the first being in late September of last year.
You see, today is the day I head back out of Tucson, or more to the point, head away from The Boy. I don't know if I'm going to be able to stand another entire month without seeing him, so I'll probably try to swing a trip back here before I come down at the end of June when I'll never have to fucking do this again.
Whew. You'd think I'd feel better. But I don't. It's gonna be the most amazing thing when we get to spend every night together without worrying about having to separate again for weeks at a time. Then I'll finally feel completely and utterly "At Home", something I haven't felt since before we started up this crazy beautiful dirty nasty thing called Our Relationship.
We're SOOO gonna deserve the Happy.